The Conversation

Yesterday I spoke from Exodus 32-34 and asked the church to let this story challenge their preconceived notions of what God is like. No matter how you slice it, this is a bizarre story that can’t be easily categorized or tidily summed up.

This story shows that while God’s primary personality characteristic is not wrathful anger, God is not a pushover either. Nor is he a dispassionate judge exercising his legal rights; his emotions are very much involved. God is not quick to extend forgiveness in this story. That bothered me at first, but then I realzied that if forgiveness is easy, then sin is not that big a deal. Imagine how you would feel if you caught your spouse in bed with someone else—on your honeymoon. That’s what’s going on in Exodus 32. God reacts like a jilted lover trying to recover from the ultimate betrayal.

I love the way Moses talks God down from wiping out Israel. He has to work pretty hard to get God to step back into the covenant. Today I realized that Moses’ boldness with God in Exodus 32 and 33 is not something new. He was equally bold in Exodus 3 and 4 when he told God that he didn’t want the job of leading Israel to freedom. In both instances, God gave into Moses’ argument. The way I read it, God’s decision to name Aaron as Moses’ partner was a concession to Moses’ hesitancy to appear before Pharoah.

So I ask you what I asked the congregation yesterday: How does this story challenge your image of God?

And another thing: When we read this story we usually say, “I can’t believe Israel did that! They were at the Red Sea and still they started worshipping an idol. I would never do that!” Why do we think we’re better than the ancient Israelites? We act as if the Red Sea miracle would keep us from sinning. If the Red Sea didn’t keep Israel from stupidity, why do we think it would work such magic on us?

I Can Identify With This

I saw the following quote in Christianity Today this morning. It’s taken from “A Shy Person’s Guide to the Practice of Evangelism” by Steven C. Bonsey.

Let’s pretend that you are someone who might be willing, in theory, at some point, possibly, to consider maybe doing something that, while not “evangelism”-type evangelism, still could be in some way construed as a sort of sharing of hope. Kind of.

Measuring What Matters

This weekend we’re doing a staff retreat and we’re going to talk about a number of things, including setting some measurable goals for different ministry areas. I really struggle with how to appropriately measure what happens at a church. Typically, the two measurements most church leaders pay attention to are nickels and noses. While I think weekly attendance and contribution should be attended to, I don’t believe they should be taken as the primary indicators of church health or missional success. However, I’m not sure I can come up with a list of other measurements that would be better. How do you measure Spiritual formation? How can you quantify life transformation? Maybe the reason most of us are so tempted to pay attention to attendance and giving is because those are the easiest things to measure.

Any ideas?

The Divine Hours

One of the highlights of my vacation was practicing the discipline of fixed hour prayer using Phyllis Tickle’s The Divine Hours. I’ve been dipping into fixed hour prayer on and off for three years now and I’ve found it to be one of the more helpful disciplines to me. I like the rhythm it gives to my day. I like the sense of connection I feel to the church at large as I pause during the day to pray prayers that have been prayed by Christians for centuries. If you feel like it’s time to experiment with a new spiritual discipline, I heartily recommend fixed hour prayer, especially for those of us from non-liturgical traditions.

Summer Reading

I read a number of books while on vacation. Some of them I actually read and others I listened to while running on the beach or while putting just over 2400 miles on the mini-van. I refused to read anything with footnotes in it. Some of the books I listened to may have contained footnotes, but I couldn’t see them so I wasn’t tempted to look them up.

Here’s a rundown with a few comments.

Gilead: Beautiful, well-written, deeply spiritual without being corny.

High Places: Written by my friend and co-worker. I loved it. GT tells a great story.

The Traveler: A fun page turner that gives you a lot to think about. It’s made me seriously consider living off of the grid.

Truman: I wouldn’t have wanted his job for all the money in the world. I’m not sure he did either.

Islam: A Short History: This book made me realize that I knew next to nothing about Islam and what I thought I knew was inaccurate.

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince: Self-explanatory.